i just got home from the wedding. o my goodness it was so beautiful. it was outside under all these weeping willows and flowers. thanks to the Lord, the weather was perfect; there wasn't a cloud in the sky and there was a light breeze. the only thing to complain about was the mosquitos, but i won't complain hehe. they're so happy and so cute! i wanted to cry...seriously i can't wait until i get married. it's so exciting to think about. courtney's dress was gorgeous...she was really stunning and so were all the bride's maides. haha the food was quite good too. drew grubbs did the ceremony part..he was awesome, as always. it was just an all around amaizing wedding. i definitely want an outside wedding, despite the bugs. haha i can just hand out bug spray to all the guests. yeah i'm a dork. anyways today was good. things are going well and it just feels so good to surrender everything to God and not worry anymore. He has always brought me through and He will continue to forever. He's my daddy. i couldn't help but pray throughout the wedding that i would be able to stand there in a white dress someday. it's so incredible to think about. it's all in His hands.

love in Jesus, meg.

God has encouraged me so much. He won't even let me be sad. seriously...everytime i start to worry or my heart feels heavy, He just gives me rest and puts a smile on my face. i found this in my journal last night. i'm not sure when i wrote it but it's definitely from Jesus...

My beloved, i write to you tonight as an answer to your cry. yes i've heard you, and i was there everytime. please believe me when i say how much i truly love you. I'll whisper it in your ear as you dream the night away. I'll leave a rose beside your pillow where you lay. my sweetest dear, don't you know how much i cherish you? my love is as strong as death, a love that waters cannot quench, a love as tender as a kiss. let me be your Father. let my arms be your refuge and your comfort. let my words melt your heart. i'll be the one who never leaves and i'll watch you as you grow. you are a rose among thorns to me, so beautiful and rare, my precious daughter. can i chase away your lonliness? can i take his place? i will cherish your heart as if it were my own and i'll pick up all the shattered pieces that this world has thrown away. i will hold you and you can fall asleep in my embrace forever. you belong to me. always remember you belong to me. rest here, my weary one, and i shall give you strength.

Love, Jesus Christ.

He's all you need to live. He's all you need for love.

yo yo

it feels nice to sit. i've been working pretty hard today just throwing out stuff i don't need and giving stuff to goodwill and saving stuff that i do need. good grief i was so cluttered. i'm trying to get rid of was much as i can so moving will be easier. especially because my new room is a lot smaller than the one i have now, but it's blue! so that makes up for the size. hehe. i just had a chicken fajita hot poket and it was truly amaizing. anyone who's anyone should have one. haha yeah anyways i'm going to 7:22 tonight with my friend tatiana. i can't wait! i haven't been to 7:22 in a pretty long time. tomorrow is packing day number one because we finally have boxes. everyone is welcome to come by and help ...please...? hehe just kidding. i think i can handle it. maybe. i think i'm gonna go now and read my Bible. i definitely haven't been doing that enough lately. catch ya kids later.

love you in Jesus.